You know, I guess I never really had any preconceived notions of what my life would be life when I "grew up". All I knew was that I wanted to be married with kids by the time I was 25. Well, I definitely met that dream, but other than that I had no idea, really, of what my life would become. Here I am, married over 7 years, four kids so far, and in the beginning of our homeschool journey...wow!
As we really start digging into the homeschooling journey, I must admit, I can definitely have some anxiety come upon me about wanting to "do it right" and make sure my kids are getting a quality "education." So much so do these thought inundate me that I become the kind of mother and educator that I detest! What is wrong with this picture? But, this is where the homeschool community is just so wonderful. My community right now is found on the internet, and seeing the encouragement and calm, loving advice of experienced homeschoolers helps to settle my fears and rejuvenate my soul. God is so good to offer "friends" in time of need.
So, here we are, ready for our new adventure. I am still not clear on how this picture will look, but I am sure that it will be bright and beautiful on the other side, as long as I keep my focus on what God has called me to do and only act according to that calling. As one wise fellow Christian stated as she shared a story in class, "Why am I doing this?...All for the glory of God, of course. Anything other reason would just be frustrating." What a truth!